im just so sick of waiting. waiting until i will be happy.. waiting for this feeling in my stomach to go away, waiting for you to text me or call. waiting for the future and wondering where im going to end up. waiting for the next day to come just so this one will be over. waiting for summer because no matter what everything is always better. waiting to grow up but also wishing i could go back to being little when things were easier. im trying to live in the moment and not wish for time to pass but it’s hard when what im waiting for seems so much better then right now.